UNEXPECTED MEETING

can i CURSE myself right now????

how on earth i could end up having my lunch at pak hainan?
to tell the truth,i'm not a big FAN of pak hainan food.
today,suddenly,unpredictably,i've asked o'on and ayu.

*wei,wei jom p pak hainan,LAPAQLA!

we made a nice entrance to pak hainan and sat on one of the tables there.
i wasn't looking at the people except this one crazy guy who happen to look like kak syarah with
his curly hair.
xpala.then we started to crap pasai pak hainan when suddenly i heard a voice calling,SHA,SHA!
i turned around and saw him,the guy i thought that might be MY GUY back then when i was immatured,childish and stupid.somehow,things went wrong very badly and we end up not talking to each other for a very long time.
today.we met,we talked but i can't bare looking into his eyes.
too hurtful :-(


i hate it when i bump into my past.it hurts and not so much of a cherish moment.
pastu,duduk x senang,makan pun dah x best.
WHY ARE YOU HERE?
WHY DO YOU HAVE TO COME BACK?
WHY DO YOU HAVE TO SHOW UP?


go away.i'm letting the thoughts of you go too.
shuh.shuh.shuh.please.